For Amy - who got me to write today.
I have not been here in a while, that is because all the things I want to write, I didnt write. So I just did not write because it would not be in "some kind of order" How many times lately, something comes in my head to blog, and I say to myself, " can't blog that yet because you haven't blogged about the last thing " So I don't blog anything . So today I was folding clothes, doing some of my best thinking and thinking, " You should blog that" , then the "but you have not blogged the other stuff yet " voice spoke. So I choked it with a sock, finished my folding and came inside, , and a voice said " just write , fuck the order ". So here I am.
A friend was texting me Saturday, said I should be out and having manys drinks and grabbing some sex from a cab driver !.. You know, that typical single stuff . Drinking and having sex ! What if I am not doing that , is my weekend, bubkus ? I know that the perks of no kids , no husband is that I can do what I want. What if it is calling it an early night? Do they take away my single card ?
I did something big this weekend, I hung up pictures,, that's big !! God it took me forever to hang those, like ,,, two apartments ! The point being, can I enjoy a weekend home, alone, with me ? How come married people with kids can stay home, no one says anything to them ?
The beauty of being single is, I do not need permission. And even if that means doing something crazy like staying home all weekend.
I can have sex with cab drivers anytime !
